Finally..

it's been about 1 month plus...hubby left both of us...but today..he's coming back.. :D

i'm now resigning myself from becoming a dad and give back that title to my hubby...over 1 month playing off dual roles...doesnt seem so bad actually...

i taught at first, it was the hardest thing on earth...but now, i could say..i made it!!let me list down all the things that i've done several past weeks without hubby's presence:

1) driving back and forth to Melaka-KL with Dira 2 times
2) going groceries shoppings with Dira several times
3) setting up rack (bought it from IKEA)
4) changing up lamp @ kitchen (took me abt 45 mins to figure it out how to pull it off...pffft)
5) sending out 2 big carpets to laundry shop(BERAT OKKKK)
6) going to clinic because lil Dira had a fever 1 time
7) cooking big meal such as Hari Raya meal(ketupat, rendang, kuah kacang n lodeh) & Nasi Tomato
8) driving out to some shopping malls by my own guts several times
9) spring cleaning house several times (from dusting off the shelves to mopping the floor up to washing out the toilet)
10) serving up in laws and parents (when they came to our house)
11) picking up lil Dira after works(normally hubby will do it, i only send her to nursery)
12) going to Zoo KL with Dira.


above all...i still manage to do my own routines such as working out, cooking for my lunch box and surfing too..so i'm really proud of myself...and above all...I'm really thank God for always giving me invisible helps...

after all of these incidents, i reall have a feeling..which is a good one...something good acknowledgment to all single mom out there...i seriously respect em more than ever..because..even i said above..it's easy than i taught...but it doesnt mean it aint nothing...all single mom are great and they have strenght than men never ever could defeat em!